Chamomile

A wakeful night spent on these sheets
I am dragged by your reflection
Please let me sleep
I miss the days you said you love me
I damned the day I trusted you
I hate myself more than I love you
I hate myself ‘cause I trusted you

I cried blood ‘cause you let go
I prayed (to) god for your return
I was left alone

You found your peace in my decay
All I ask now is you to forgive
And I became something I never wanted to be
To make you stay

My ruin became your blessing
When I lost myself
‘Cause when you found love, I found death

How can I overcome it if every time I fall asleep I dream of you

I cried blood
I prayed (to) god
But it was never enough

I hear your cries in my head consuming me
I just wanted to make you happy
I hear your steps in my room, your gentle touch on my skin
But my bed's still bare
My ruin became your blessing
When I lost myself
And when you found love, I found death

Tell me you’ll stay and choke this pain
(Now tear my heart one more time and watch me die)