Lovelace

Picking at my scabs again
I just want to see them bleed
I am numb and dead inside
Bring me back to life
I don’t want to talk anymore
Close my eyes and stop my heart
Words only enhance the sound
Of what I don’t care about

At what moment did you realize
That I meant nothing?
When did everything fall apart?

Help me
I’m begging, I’m pleading
I need you now
Help me
Running away won’t get you found
Help me
Flesh and blood runs deeper than this
Help me
Help me find my way back home

Father, can you hear me?
I’m trapped inside a nightmare
Wake me up or put me in the ground
Mother, can you see me?
I need you to be there
Running away will never get you found

All you ever need
Is to shove that needle deep
And reach your eternal sleep
At what moment did you realize
That I meant nothing?
When did everything fall apart?

All you ever need
Is to shove that needle deep
And reach your eternal sleep

Father, can you hear me?
I’m trapped inside a nightmare
Wake me up or put me in the ground
Mother, can you see me?
I need you to be there
Running away will never get you found