85th attempt

Thirty-five nights I been feelin' like this
Hope I die this time It's my eight-fifth attempt (skeleton)
Every time we talk I can start to forget
But I see it in my mind and I hate that shit
When you left, I kinda freaked out, it was the worst thing to ever happen
Oh come on, you still had plenty of other things to live for, right?
Yeah, but deep down, I just kept waiting for the day I'd finally see you again

Thirty-five nights I been feelin' like this
Hope I die this time It's my eighty-fifth attempt (gothangelz)
Every time we talk I can start to forget
But I see it in my mind and I hate that shit (you are so goddamn pathetic)
"I must hate my wrist"
Echoes in my mind when I say that shit
I must hate my wrist
You leave every time that I start to be honest
You leave every time that I say I'm unwanted (skeleton)
You leave every time that I'm tired of wanting (you are so goddamn pathetic)

Walkin' out the door and I won't come back
'Cause it's been six years and my stuff still packed (gothangelz)
Hit me on my phone and I won't text back
If you wanna get in touch, baby, come relax
Every time we talk, think I go off-script
If you wanna hit me up, you can take that risk (I keep secrets)
I live in a place where I don't exist
If I leave right now then I won't be missed
(Angelz)