Broken Thoughts

Since I pushed you away I've been on the road to destruction
Fast life total reduction
Should've slowed down when I had a chance
I looked up track when I had a glance
When the bills and the board be paying
I can't hear what nobody saying
A man who lived on my own
I feel trapped how I live on my phone
She asked me if I cheat and I did
I said no though I couldn't admit
For what you don't know it don't hurt you
You could've start travelling around the crib
Guess sunday seen like a rip star
Thinking would he have a present did
Keep my feet on the ground
I don't wanna read through what I just found

Wondering where the love's went
She kept me on arms length
Wondering where the smiles were
Keepin tempted to dial her
Having done something wrong to make up
Think that I was a heart breaker
I tried to look at life with new rules
These are my broken thoughts

I move burning bitches
Learning limits back to go past them
She knows I don't wanna argue
But I say pardon
Now she walks into the garden
Now it's a silent treatment
Feels worse than violent treatment
When will it end
I text her phone when will it send
This pending, iphone please stop pending
Then I realize that we have to stress
She needs to clear her head
Even the bedroom's messy
She needs to clear her bed
I need to chew my beans in her breath
Catch her good life in the scene
She always said I don't understand her
Cause my life is a dream
I see what she wonders

Wondering where the love's went
She kept me on arms length
Wondering where the smiles were
Keepin tempted to dial her
Having done something wrong to make up
Think that I was a heart breaker
I tried to look at life with new rules
These are my broken thoughts

At first I used to make her laugh
She was laughing
The laugh went out the window
We used to go at the restaurants regular
And now we go better too
I'm saying like, what went wrong there
Really though

Wondering where the love's went
She kept me on arms length
Wondering where the smiles were
Keepin tempted to dial her
Having done something wrong to make up
Think that I was a heart breaker
I tried to look at life with new rules
These are my broken thoughts