Hated By Life Itself

Never cry in pain that you wanna die
Go and live the life that you wanna find
Those songs' tired lines just kill me
What a fool would still believe?

'Cause in truth I don't care if I die today
But the ones I love wouldn't make me feel the same
I don't know, somehow they're just different
My ego makes me sick

I don't care if strangers die in the street alone
Spreading all the hatred has become a fashion show
Even so, you tell me to live my life happy
Oh, what a world
That life would be

Sitting across the screen, another soul is dying
Trying hard, another sings a song to keep surviving
Moved by their words, a child runs in passion
Slashing, a knife in his hand now

Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives!
I force out the values that I'm calling mine
Belting out a song that's made for murdering each other's light
That's played aloud throughout the fading night

Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives!
As we thoughtlessly each pray to disappear and die
We who look at life with empty, disappointed eyes
Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives!

Na-na, na-na-na
Na-na-na, na-na-na
Na-na-na, na-na

Yeah, those questions with a simple right or wrong just
All build on up to the kind of sadness that'll break us
Endless troubles piling up, too much to count 'em now
I simply push 'em down into the ground and let a laugh out

Lungs drowning from the failures of the eighth time
I hit the ball but still am only fouling out, I
Reach around the dark, but I cannot see a thing
I know that once upon a time this room had made me want to live

I'm stuck in the mud, just struggling
Cut with blood for my rebellion
Crying to God that it's my life
But in that strife, I'm only tumbling, oh, and
Know, if that's where you go
Reap what you sow, never come close to the
Love from the ones you showed up
You never even know where all the loving goes, so

Then tell me, just who is this damn song for!?
Surely there's someone that you had in store!
Transform the hurting you felt within your heart alone
And shove it all upon another, you go

And dream, but the image that you're drawing up
Surely is the heart that once had meant so much
Yeah, I guess
It was

Please don't just let it go
Deep within that fragile heart, that tiny little hope!

Die, shut your mouth!
Die, shut your mouth!
Head-to-toe, I'm stained by
The words that break and badly beat me down
I'll sing this song even if all my light is burning out

Both of us are hated by our own lives!
As we're both intoxicated by a sad goodbye
Without ever knowing what it means to die
Both of us are hated and berated by our own lives

Our meetings
And partings
Affections
And longing
Are naught but a joke within a fading dream
Just bonds that are bought with reality

I could be dead in a day, lying in a grave
Everything I've ever done might only be a waste
The morning and evening
The spring and the seasons
Will always stay the same, though we will slowly waste away

I don't need tomorrow
Or dreams that come and go
Just living on with you is what I always wanted most, I know
That's also
What I had really meant to sing, so

Both of us are hated by our own lives!
At last, we're all doomed to fade and simply die
It'll take you, taking me too
Soon enough, we all fall like autumn leaves anew

But while I'm here I know I'm still alive, so
Even if I might die tomorrow
We'll never know, so come, let's go
And fly away to live the life we chose!
Oh, woah-oh-oh, oh