Can’t Afford Therapy

My friend told me I should go to therapy
But I'm too broke and stubborn to get ahead of me
So I get all my help from my social feed
Never had somebody quite understand me like a meme

Glass half empty girl it’s true
Fill it with wine and I’ll share way too much with you
Stops me overthinkin’ every word I say
And listenin’ to the voice that says: Who’d wanna hear me speak anyway?

And I know I’ve been watching too much TV
The clothes pile in the corner yeah it’s growin’
But I just can’t seem to get myself out of this mess
Oh, it’s all been so confusing
Reality I am losing

Is it all in my head?
These monsters under my bed
I checked the locks and all the doors
This shit is getting harder to ignore

Second guessin’ every move I make
Thinking too much, keep myself awake
Going over all the things I said 10 years ago
Back and forth in my head, I just can’t let it go

I always read between the lines
Thinkin’ the worst, imagining judgmental eyes
Never make a choice in case I get it wrong
Naturally I don’t speak my mind but I’ll sing it in a song

And I know I’ve been watching too much TV
The clothes pile in the corner yeah it’s growin’
But I just can’t seem to get myself out of this mess
Oh, it’s all been so confusing
Reality I am losing

I'm so done with feelin’ life’s got a hold on me
But stayin’ home and living in denial is free

Is it all in my head?
These monsters under my bed
I checked the locks and all the doors
But this shit is getting harder to ignore