Happy

Drowning in my tears
Stuck inside my mind
I don’t wanna be here
But I don’t wanna die
Cause I’ve been sleeping
With a broken heart
And I’ve been thinking
Why do I have tears in my eyes?

I'm trying to find myself
Getting lost in my thoughts
You’re opening my scars
To see what I'm made of
But

Am I happy?
Am I alive?
Do you hear me when I cry?
Hiding my tears in pretty smiles
Cause babe I
Can feel the pain while I smile?
Going deeper don’t know why
Hearing voices am I high?
Cause baby I

I'm calling for you
Cause you brought me down
Don’t know what to do
I think that there’s no way out
I’ve been wishing
Under a fallen star
And I’ve been feeling
Like you’re pulling me apart

I'm trying to find myself
Getting lost in my thoughts
You’re opening my scars
To see what I'm made of
But

Am I happy?
Am I alive?
Do you hear me when I cry?
Hiding my tears in pretty smiles
Cause babe I
Can feel the pain while I smile?
Going deeper don’t know why
Hearing voices am I high?
Cause baby I

Can feel the pain while I smile
Going deeper don’t know why
Hearing voices am I high?
Cause baby
I