Before It Began

As I closed the door and took my first steps
The tears where rolling and I knew there was no way back
I drove the longest time to see you, now I'm here
Though you don't answer my calls
I know you are near

Don't take your time to thing it over
Give me some credit there's no explanation
The kiss that gave me all the answers
Caught in the act there'snothing that you can say

As the weight of penance descends on me
The scene's repeating in the slowest of motions
Your voice echoing inside my mind, feeling numb
I'm trapped in hell on my own, no I can't escape

Pictures paint a thowsand words
In a land of make believe
But actions speak much louder
If you gave them chance to breath
This is my reason and why we could not be
My not so happy ending

So I gess I'll never know for certain
But my heaad just could not follow my heart
In the real world