Backstab

Is it still worth living when nothing ever makes you smile
Chest filled up with blackened void of sorrow
Please don’t leave, embrace me for a while
I might already be forgotten by tomorrow

How could you not see me drown
How could you not take my hand
When I asked for your help

I tore my heart out for you and
This is how you will repay me
I tore my heart out for you and
This is how you have betrayed me

An empty hole in my chest, I feel the cold
Shivers down my spine a tingle in my soul
No one can hear me scream
I take my last breath, shout out your name
To realize you were the knife stuck in my back
This whole fucking time

You were the knife in my back this whole fucking time
A knife in the back this whole fucking time
Betrayal of trust, treachery
Kokoro wo hikisaita
Uragiri no tame ni

I tore my heart out for you and
This is how you will repay me
I tore my heart out for you and
This is how you have betrayed me
And in the end I always find a reason, a motive
To end my own life

I tore my heart out for you and
This is how you have betrayed me
Slit my throat and watch me drown
Watch me drown
This is how you have betrayed me

Blood pours down
Eyes turn white
This is how I die