Everything Is Going Grey

Can I speak equally
About life and death
Love and loss
Lust and fear
It rips until it tears me apart

I've been derailed
The track disappeared
No way to find my way back to it
Trapped in the hole I've landed in

Must the scale always be unbalanced?
Does the weight always have to shift?
If I'm caught in the middle forever
Is this burden too heavy to lift?

Does pain transcend death?
Do open hearts ever heal?
When they lower the casket
There's nothing left to feel

Can I speak equally
About life and death
Love and loss
Lust and fear
It rips until it tears me apart

Everything's so dim
The walls scream life but death lies within
The outside glares through the cracks in my blinds
I can see the oceans run dry
Landscapes wither
Before my eyes
Not a prison but I'm still locked inside
Landscapes wither
Before my eyes
Not a prison but I'm still locked inside

My stomach stricken with despair
You haven't called I shouldn't care
I haven't slept in weeks
Even lost the will to breathe
Days conform with nights
In the same space, the same time
Greys start to bleed through
This isn't me, that isn't you

Must the scale always be unbalanced?
Does the weight always have to shift?
If I'm caught in the middle forever
Is this burden too heavy to lift?

Does pain transcend death?
Do open hearts ever heal?
When they lower the casket, there's nothing left to feel

Must the scale always be unbalanced?
Does the weight always have to shift?
If I'm caught in the middle forever
Is this burden too heavy to lift?

Does pain transcend death?
Does pain transcend death?