Wings

I stare up from the bed
And wish that I was dead
Instead of lying here with you in
This house that's like a tomb
I should be some where new
A new frontier a new horizon

Now I've got to get away
Now I've got to walk away
Find the words I've got to say
Finding the strength to walk like I talk
And walk away from you

If I had wings
I would fly away forever

In my dreams I'm not with you
Like an eagle in a noose
Like a coward when the truth is broken
In my new reality
I hold all the keys
And I decide which doors open

Now I've got to get away
Now I've got to walk away
Find the words I've got to say
Finding the strength to walk like I talk
And walk away from you

If I had wings
I would fly away forever

In my dreams the windows smash
From the dirt the broken glass
Shows me the reflections of dead faces
Midnight streets of blood and pain
The breath of hope that turns to chain
I take a knife and slice away all my hatred

Slice away the guilt and fear
And if I had the tears
Then I would try to cry an ocean
Waves that are ten feet tall
Crashing on the shore
Onto the rocks of my emotion

Now I've got to get away
Now I've got to walk away
Find the words I've got to say
Finding the strength to walk like I talk
And walk away from you

If I had wings
I would fly away forever