Placed On A Siding

Change of personality
New influences changed your mind
Find some new childish pussies
Forget the last part of your life
Dream your dream of a love story
Awake one day - no surprise
Find some new experiences
No more place for your old live companion

I am falling apart
Cannot tell what is going on
I am losing my mind
Feel so lost, so alone
I do not know
What to believe anymore
I need something to cling to
Something I can trust in!

I am - placed on a siding

In this darkest part of my life
I searched for sympathy and support
Finding just coldness - placed on a siding
The relationship crumbled without a sign

My past opens like an old wound
Memories wash over one another
Images shimmer and appear before me
Flooding me to the point of drowning

I am - placed on a siding

No understanding of your actions
Can't imagine what confuses your mind
I can't see any reasons
Loneliness violates my heart
I try to speak, I try to shout
But my voice does not come
Just because something is not real
Does not mean it cannot hurt me

Feelings freeze to a heap of hate
Your twaddle of comprehension and of sympathy
Like knives slashing my stomach into pieces
Unhinged my mind - cause you know nothing!