C Am F G
C Am F G Em

[Verse 1]

C
 Broke down by the mess I made
Am                                       F
 Destroyed like a heartbreak hand grenade
                   G/E                    C
 Is there a better way to leave my past behind
                               Am                       F
 And my scattered thoughts are endless plots to kill my mind
                 G/E
 I'm broken by design


[Chorus]
            C
 If I could just pretend
                    Am
 That everything is in my head
         F
 I could stay awake forever
        G/E
 Try to comprehend
              C
 That I'm not broken
             Am
 No, I'm not left for dead
            F
 If I could stay awake forever
            G/E                   C
 Maybe I'd escape this hell I'm in


[Verse 2]

C
 I've gone through a million ways
Am                                C
 Found out that my mind is just a slave
    F               G/E    Em7/G
 To everything that I've encountered
C                        Am
 Loving, how I'm fucking suffering
                 Dm      F     G/E
 What a good for nothing I've become


[Chorus]

             C
 If I could just pretend
                    Am
 That everything is in my head
         F
 I could stay awake forever
        G/E
 Try to comprehend
              C
 That I'm not broken
             Am
 No, I'm not left for dead
            F
 If I could stay awake forever
            G/E                   C
 Maybe I'd escape this hell I'm in


[Bridge]

F                 G/E
 Help now, as I'm lost in emotion
      Am                    C
 As I drown in the ocean of fear
        F    C                    G/E
 And I'm hellbound on buying your dying devotion
        Am          F        G/E
 Swept away in the motion so clear


[Chorus]

             C
 If I could just pretend
                    Am
 That everything is in my head
         F
 I could stay awake forever
        G/E
 Try to comprehend
              C
 That I'm not broken
             Am
 No, I'm not left for dead
            F
 If I could stay awake forever
            G/E                   C
 Maybe I'd escape this hell I'm in