In the Wake ov Sòl

Enclosed within the walls bashing against the gates
A cell holds captive my very essence

I cry, screaming, shaking
Pray, pray to unite with the dirt
Pray, pray to feed the earth
An inescapable loneliness and isolation drags forth it's claws digging into my chest
Forming familiar abrasions, desecrating this lost soul leading me to oblivion
A pathway to the deepest pit from whence the piercing voices came
Reminding me I will remain within this lonesome prison
Never to be freed

The cold floors beneath soak with blood as it escapes my mouth dripping from this blackened tongue seeping through imprisoning walls unloved and unwanted the unimaginable torment proceeds

Offering its hand as I beg for answers
Offering its hand as I lay forgotten suffering the scorn
Accursed unto me in a relentless cycle of agony
Haunted from birth absolved of light bound to this shaken shell
I weep answered only with the beckoning echo
Free me from peril
Free from scorn
Free me from eternity
I no longer wish to remain here captive to the calling of crows and bleeding of tongues
As the clocks pelt forward, the harrowing grows further

Call to me from the void forsaker
Deceive me from birth, oh, mastermind
Detach me from thine impenetrable hex that is this lonesome confinement
There is no rest here
There is no calm here
What has been made of me a frantic psychotic abstraction
A paragon of unbridled solitude
A primordial depression manifests itself into an ever burning abhorrence
My fingers contorting before me
Wrenching the hair from my skull, tearing from the roots
Taunting wretches pry open my mouth
Vomiting forth the ancient curse bestowed upon man

Always alone in isolation I offer thine heart
Nourish the earth freed from the anguish
Freed from this vessel freed
From the unending strain enclosed within the walls bashing against the gates a cell holds captive my very essence

I cry, screaming, and shaking
Pray, pray to unite with dirt
Pray, pray to feed the earth