The more I fake it I know that I'll be alright
No, that's the last time I take medical advice
Go on, tell me how can I
Replace my thoughts
With things that are nice

'Cause I don't wanna go back to that place
That I was when I was eighteen
I don't wanna lie just to save face
And I don't wanna die with the same name

It's just the moment I feel it
I stare at the ceiling
I finished the oat milk
And slayed all the demons

'Cause I don't wanna go back to that place
That I was when I was eighteen
I don't wanna lie just to save face

I wish I could be standing where I should
I wish I could be standing where I should
I wish I could be standing where I should
I wish I could be standing where I should