Questions (feat. Cameron Philip)

Excuse me teacher I got a couple questions
Tell me why my only decent feature is depression?
Tell me why I'm always aiming for perfection
Teach me everything I need to know to learn my lesson

Will I float or will I drown?
Is this all a waste of time? How long until I’ll die?
Should I even be alive? What is wrong and what is right?
Should I run or should I fight? Will I make it through the night?

Should I say good morning or goodbye?
Give up or should I try? Laugh or should I cry?
Tell the truth or should I lie? Pretend that I am fine?
Or show you who I really am, show you what I hide inside

Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout a lot
I've been thinking 'bout everything, every single lie
Every single heartbreak and every single tear
Every single dumb date, every single fear

Yeah, every single enemy that said I wouldn't make it
Someone tell me how to love ‘cause all I get is hated
Yelling from above, and my life fading
But they never come, and now I'm waiting, waiting, yeah

I got questions, I got visions, where is heaven? Is this living?
Is this everything in life that I could have been?
Is there more? Am I blind? Am I missing it?
Everybody wanna tell me what I don't know
Everybody wanna be the one to tell me don't go

But you don't know what I'm thinking, I stay up late sleep with no blinking
And you float up while I'm sinking, every thought like poison, I'm drinking
Yeah, but you don't know that I'm different, every time we talk you don't listen
Listen to me now do you miss it, under the moonlight in the beginning
We've been wide awake but still sleeping, time to wake up, live and start dreaming

Will I float or will I drown?
Is this all a waste of time? How long until I’ll die?
Should I even be alive? What is wrong and what is right?
Should I run or should I fight? Will I make it through the night?

Should I say good morning or goodbye?
Give up or should I try? Laugh or should I cry?
Tell the truth or should I lie? Pretend that I am fine?
Or show you who I really am, show you what I hide inside