My Last Words

Before I go
I want to apologize myself
for all the things I've done wrong
My deeds betrays me
With eyes filled
I staind this paper
with guilty and shame
My soul gasps sorrow

In front a mirror
I just can see a fail
Why things have to be like this?
I will lock my heart with
chains and thorns to bleed sadness
Please don't hate me
I will solve these problems

Fear Inside...
the weight of denial inside my heart
NO MORE
The last tear has fell, one shot
this pain and life now gone!
NOW GONE

I can cry no longer
'cause don't left a tear in my eyes
I will pull the trigger
Just to make everything right