Half-empty

Get up, get up
Drowning in my darkness
I’ve been tried
I’ve been tested
And I’m being pulled down

Wake up
The more I see, the more I’m sick
And the more we seem so pathetic
Lose hope, die slow
Never reach towards anything just let go

‘Cause if you always try
Then you’ll always know
That life will let you down
So stay cynical
Lost in my mind with nowhere to hide

I don’t want to lose my faith in humanity
But I can’t help it I just hate what I see
Never finding silver linings in these black clouds that hang over my head
While I’m hanging from a thread

Give up
I’m losing all of my hope
It’s getting harder to breathe
They tell me I’m a fuck up

But every single one of you are just like me
Why can’t you see?
Pitiful, a species so despicable
Making life unlivable
Polluting the earth with our stupidity
What we've become
Yeah it makes me sick

This is our reality
Reality I’ve been living a lie, waiting to die
Exile myself until I meet my demise
Ashamed that it took this long to realize

The truth in our existence has been right before my very eyes
I’m not unconventional
Nothing more than typical

Realize I’m not shit, while you’re all thinking you’re formidable
Everyone’s a hypocrite
Everyone is full of shit

Robotic and psychotic so much more than we all want to admit
I don’t want to lose my faith in humanity
But I can’t help it I just hate what I see

Never finding silver linings in these black clouds that hang over my head
While I’m hanging from a thread
This world is dead