Too Dead Inside

Full of love full of hate
Can't decide what to take
Take me somewhere pretty
Pretty enough to fill this empty
I can only get so close
To looking like how l want to be

I can't stop relying on
The darkness of my own demons unholy
Memories, the curse of teeth
That bites into my flesh
And bleeds out of me
The bloody mess l made
The love that always fades
The flowers that remain

Where do l go
When l want to
See the sunrisе
But I'm too dead inside?
Too dead insidе?
Too dead inside?
Too dead inside?
Too dead
Where do l go
When l want to
See the sunrise
But I'm too dead inside?
Too dead inside?
Too dead inside?
Too dead

Toxic like a burning haze
I got lost inside this maze
I'll say it once, always check it twice
I went offline from this device
Teach me how to love myself
I'm not dead yet, I never forget
A silent crawl towards the throne
The path to death the promised land
You will never understand

I can't stop relying on
The darkness of my own demons unholy
Memories, the curse of teeth
That bites into my flesh
And bleeds out of me
The bloody mess l made
The love that always fades
The flowers that remain

Then l realize that
It's not so shallow
It's not so hollow
I'm chasing, chasing, chasing, chasing
My own shadow
Where do l go
When l want to
See the sunrise
But I'm too dead inside
Too dead inside
Too dead inside
Too dead inside
Too dead

Who the fuck wired my mind?
I'm trying to find something divine
An alien boy took all my might
Left in the dark, he took my light
In love with skies of clear blue lies
I can only try and try (too dead)
(No)