Self Destruct

Mentally I've been fucked up
Everyday I get fucked up
Everyday I get wasted
Don't feel love, only hatred
Sorrow filled, so don't envy
I don't think that they get me
Overwhelmed. I might end me
Suicide in a Bentley

I've been trapped inside a cage
Nothing ever seems to change
Why do I feel this way
Self-destruct just to numb my pain
I've been trapped inside a cage
Nothing ever seems to change
Why do I feel this way
Self-destruct just to numb my pain

Why do I feel this way, self-destruct just
To numb my pain
Why do I feel this way, self-destruct just
To numb my pain

No light where I'm at
No white, just black
Mind so jam packed
I can't go back
It's been so long
I can't pretend
Cannot escape
What's in my head

I've been trapped inside a cage
Nothing ever seems to change
Why do I feel this way
Self-destruct just to numb my pain
I've been trapped inside a cage
Nothing ever seems to change
Why do I feel this way
Self-destruct just to numb my pain