My Dirty Shovel

I have that stone heart
Full of heat
I want to put it off
But all i hear
It's voices whispering
Inside my mind
Like I'm not the only
Always got someone around me
After all the pain
After all the conflict
I'm think i can finally go
After years of suffering
After years of keeping
Send me through lobotomy

They wanna change myself
And the way i think
They wanna get my madness
And throw it in the trash
But no no no
I like my sadness my sorrow
They wanna change me for whole

Hide my tail on the bunny burrow
I don't want to repeat it
But you always give your back
Like sorrys or answers
How can you know
What you are feeling like this

This bullshit it's something knew i heard
I'm screaming like a kettle on the stove
You want to help or wanna little shove
Jump up on my dirty shovel
Where my seeds grow up
And you and me stay
You threw me between
Pleasure and anger oh
I want to kill you at the same
Time as I love you

I don't want to be ultra violent oh
But you make me so much
I'll demand a monsoon
Too early and soon
Don't worry cause i'll be close