Memory Merge

Did it really happen
Or were they pieces thrown around
The past is all built on lies
Where one word could break it down

Sorting recollections
Scanning for patterns to compare
But nothing comes up to mind
In the fragments that I can't repair

'Cause the sweetness on your face
And the tenderness of your warm embrace
Somehow they left a bitter taste

There's nothing to trace
Painful times, they were all erased
And yet my body's screaming
"Don't make the same mistake"

Can I go ahead and surrender
To the visions that I just can't remember
Merging all of these memories
To a blend of anomalies

Reveal all the trauma I suffered
I'll relive it all to be born much stronger
Then there's no way someone else can repeat
What you did to me

Did that really happen?
Thoughts into voices now reshaped
I wished for recovery
But was given no escape

Once, merely a single touch
Now, a swarm to undertake
It's surely too late for me
'Cause my limit is going to break

Now, the sweetness on your face
And the tenderness of your warm embrace
Somehow they left a bitter taste

Oh, the memories stay
Painful times are put on replay
And still, my body's screaming
Don't make the same mistakes

Now I see through all your endeavours
And the sinful scars that I'll hold forever
Tainting all of these melodies
Full of mixed-up apologies

Was there any chance for me to run
Was there something different that I could've done
I'm left with a mangled mind that repeats
What you did to me

There was a reason they were thrown away
Why they were locked behind from my display

And now my memory's in disarray
It forced a reinstall
Remember to forget them all

Can I go ahead and surrender
To the visions that I just can't remember
Merging all of these memories
To a blend of anomalies

Reveal all the trauma I suffered
I'll relive it all, to be born much stronger
Then there's no way someone else can repeat
What you did to me

Did it really happen
Or were they pieces thrown around
The past is all built on lies
Where one word could break it down