Pour the cold into my heart
It's always in my head
Turn your shoulder from my arms
You're always in my
And I fall into my bed
You're always in my head
I'm holding what I said

Oh, I'm not myself now that I want you
Oh, it's hard to tell whether I'll fall through
Holes in my view
Sometimes I don't know who I am
Some things I don't understand
No, I'm not myself now that I want you
I don't want to

Call your mother it's not hard
Or hide away instead
Throw your phone in the backyard
You're always in my
And I fall into my bed
You're always in my head
I'm holding what I said

Oh, I'm not myself now that I want you
Oh, it's hard to tell whether I'll fall through
Holes in my view
Sometimes I don't know who I am
Some things I don't understand
No, I'm not myself now that I want you
I don't want to