Who's to say
What's ok
For me to numb the pain
Taking planes
Clouding veins
All forms of novacane
Pouring stains on my brain
So I don't think the same
My faulty remedies
They got a thing for me
This ain't a breakdown
I'm just wasted
In the mood I click around
And now she naked
Now I'm face down
Numb from the waist down
I go to bed to get back up again and wait it out
Sleep all day on cheap vacation
I'm so sedated
Faking patience
Who's to blame the used to's fading
All the rules keep changing
What's worth saving
I can't find a way down
Can't find a way down
Stayin' up late and dreaming my days out
What's a phase that you cannot escape
'Cause I'm losing in faith in all I'm chasing
And I'm so sick of myself
I'm a junkie binging
Ain't no discipline
In what I've been
My sins are hand me downs
I think I wеar em' proud
Until they eat mе up
I'm inside out without a doubt
It is a breakdown
And I'm wasted
Bugs are crawlin' on my skin
And I can't take it
My head it ain't sound
Numb from the face down
My fear intruding in my room
It's time I let em' out
For every peak that I make
I get a valley to face
I wish I never knew the highs
I'm always trying to chase
Sleep all day
On cheap vacation
I'm so sedated
Faced frustration
Whos to blame the used to's fading
All the rules keep changing
What's worth saving
I can't find a way down
Can't find a way down
Staying up late and dreaming my days out
What's a phase that you cannot escape
'Cause I'm losing in faith in all my dazes