Diary Of A Sinner, First Entry

paint my face with tears
it will make it easier on me
you want to live your whole life
yet you waste your time with greed

your new life is causing me to die
cant i have another try?

take your pride
use it on someone else who cares
it wont be useful to me
just leave me with my broken heart
thanks for the useless memories

now watch me fall as my last request
watch me breathe the fire
that burns inside of me
watch me kill the silence
watch me take my sins
and turn them into a path of darkness

i want to close my eyes
and destroy my mind
i want to run from my past
but you keep coming back

take your pills
and lie on the floor
choke on your mistakes
and beg for forgiveness
i'll take care of the rest