Head In The Clouds

I think there's still a lack of relationship
Cause who You are is not who I could be
And if I seem a little bitter then you better put my feet down, down

Cause I got my head in the clouds, head in the clouds
I'm in the wind, not the rain
I got my head in the clouds, head in the clouds
Just let me sing, sing again

I feel a little forced to rhyme sometimes
Feel a little forced to smile sometimes
Feel like I could never express this right
Like everything I sing is wrong, so why try?

It just isn't like me to like me
And I get the feeling that You like to fight me
If what I'm saying here is highly unlikely
Then open up the door I shut, tonight, and come find me

(So runaway, take the money, and sight see
I get the feeling that your feelings would like me)

This opportunity just sounds like it might be
The perfect thing for me, cause all my Father wants to do is keep
Taking everything away from me

You said Your promise was peace!
But You seem more like a fighter!
You said Your burden was light!
But I don't feel any lighter!

You said Your promise was peace!
But You seem more like a fighter!
You said Your burden was light!
But I don't feel any lighter!

I question why You never take the blame for this relationship
Cause who I am is not who I should be

(You seem to think a little better when you're bitter from the beat down, down)

Could somebody help me? I gotta get away now
Somebody tell me, if I'll ever feel alive, how
Bitter I've become because you keep letting my mind sink down

(Drown drown)

God You got Your head in the clouds, head in the clouds
You send the wind, not the rain
You got Your head in the clouds, head in the clouds
Just let me sing, sing again

I think there's still a lack in this relationship
Cause who I am is not the man I ever wanted to be
And I don't need a compliment
You gotta get inside my mind, cause You're the vine
I'm just a different limb of the poet tree

Do You remember the crash?
Do You remember the last time we spoke?
It was the last time I felt hope
But where did You go?
I think I'm losing my smoke
So mirror, mirror tell me if it's all a joke

Cause buried deep inside
Buried in the back of my mind
Well, I've been trying to hide
And trying to lie
But if You got the time
Maybe You can try to pick apart the cynical hymns of men who stand alone in line

Just look me in the eyes
Tell me why do good men die?
Open Your mouth and speak to me tonight
What do you mean it seems our history has seen that only He can qualify?
Why am I so terrified to change particular cadences?
To make some different acquaintances?
Is this a test? Is this Your best?
I bet You think regret with every breath
My chest is tightening. Your voice is frightening
And everything I thought I knew is wrong

You have to get outside my mind
I'm leaving home tonight
I packed my baggage and I'm heading off into the night
And if I don't survive, well then at least I tried
But this is it, so save the tears for someone else, and
Tell the world I died
Tell the world I died
Tell the world I died

No! No! I'm afraid to let You go!
I don't wanna die
But this is it, so keep Your love and tell the world that I'm alive!
I am alive!