Hard to Raplace

I can't believe all the shit I done did
All the money I spent on your image and shit
From your clothes to your nails
All them wigs and this dick that I slang
When I hit, you be hittin' them notes out of range
But know it's your fault
But I still took the blame
If I love you, I love you
My feelings don't change
Are rare as they come
Gon' be hard to replace
Took advantage of me
Girl that's all, it replace

Girl it be comin'
Your life won't be heavenly
Ruin' your relationship
I'll do that heavily
Here from the bed
Now she want to get bad with me
Rubber bands spendin' right through that casually
Broke my heart, and girl made me believe in love
Broke as fuck, it ain't matter then, you drippy, 'cause
And I don't know why you be mad
There ain't no reason to fuss
You said if we fell out
We would keep in touch

Ayy
Gave you the world and my heart take control
If you ready to ride
You can't replace what I gave
You left and tried too many times
You told me you love me
I asked what that mean
And you couldn't define
I keep searchin' for love and I know I won't come
So it's so hard to find
But it's okay, I'm fine
Girl, I'm so tired of tryin'
I asked for the mood
Like what you gon' do
And you couldn't decide
Wanted you to be mine
But you play on my mind
You play on my thoughts
You stuck in my head
Keep pressin' rewind

It would eat you alive when you notice the things that I did
Most these niggas won't care to do
Ain't gon' talk about how I done made you the person you are
Not tryna embarrass you
I was built for that struggle
Gon' get me that dub
But I stay on my toes and prepare to lose
I done gave you the option to sit on your ass while I stack
Clean the house, cook and makin' food

Why is real love hard to find in this JIT?
Shouldn't cuffed that quick
We were better as friends
He might be a lil' rich
But I'm as real as it gets
And my heart I resent
But I never regret
Please tell me never to trust pretty faces
And plus even if I got money, I ain't givin' it up
I'ma spend it all on mine, she deserve it more
She the year of my life
No one comin' close

Ayy
Gave you the world and my heart take control
If you ready to ride
You can't replace what I gave
You left and tried too many times
You told me you love me
I asked what that mean
And you couldn't define
I keep searchin' for love and I know I won't come
So it's so hard to find
But it's okay, I'm fine
Girl, I'm so tired of tryin'
I asked for the mood
Like what you gon' do
And you couldn't decide
Wanted you to be mine
But you play on my mind
You play on my thoughts
You stuck in my head
Keep pressin' rewind