Doubts

Doubts in my thoughts, for some time
Sometimes it seems like everything is going to happen, but then something happens
There are no spaces for feelings in a place full of traumas, my head revolves around my past
But what is the past? Memories? So without memories I have no reason to be scared

Doubts in my thoughts, for some time
Sometimes it seems like everything is going to happen, but then something happens
There are no spaces for feelings in a place full of traumas, my head revolves around my past
But what is the past? Memories? So without memories I have no reason to be scared

Hold your will, while I hold the truths
Open the door to your room, and I'll be there soon
I bring you the magic and the truth
Everything I did in the meantime for myself was for you

I doubt you can make me believe in anything supernatural
Why don't these things exist, or do they exist? Taste
I can't move at a speed you would call fast
This is not a test, I wanted to ask everyone a question
Why are we so keen on appearing to be better outside than inside?
Why are we being displaced and always seeming to switch sides?
I don't have the answer, but if you do I'll be here, online

I'm not going to be fooled yet, I need you to understand that I've only been getting it right in the last few days
But successes blind me, leave me outside of myself, sometimes inside, that's confusing
Laugh, laugh, the show is about to start, so laugh, laugh

I'm in a race, so I run
I'm in a shootout, so grab a gun and shoot or run away?
Do I see my traumas, do I face or leave the pain?
I see some friends on the street, maybe they are fans, until I know the answers to this question, I'm going to stay, stay, stay, here
No fear, we don't need this now
No tears, hold this fall
Doubts are necessary but there are no doubts here
Either you are with me or you are not, if you are, come, if you are not, you can leave