Adrenaline

All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Lord, please help me up
I don't wanna lay down
So help me get the fuck back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down
I feel the pain in my reflection, I–
I wanna get away, so I just step inside
I feel more alone when I have extra eyes
Fuckin' starin' at me
I wanna feel numb
Give me novocaine for everyone else
Sick of stayin' in the house, I need a home for myself
To be alone, I can tell, that you don't know how it felt
I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself, because–
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Lord, please help me up
I don't wanna lay down (Down, down)
So help me get the fuck back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down
Life been givin' me too many warnings
Couldn't get up out of bed in the morning
Sleep for twelve, or be away for twelve?
I can't decide on which is even more important
Can't hold my head up, won't attempt to get up
I'm not even sure on why I'm fed up today
Swear it's no lie if I said that I'm fine
At the same time, it's false if I said I'm okay
Now, I don't need your sympathetic remorse
I'm different from where you shoot shots in the dark
Aiming for something you don't know is there
Or hoping you'll pinpoint the target is hard
I don't mean to be rude
But you never walked a single day in my shoes
Don't act like you know what's it's like to be me
I won't act like I know what it's like to be you
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Lord, please help me up
I don't wanna lay down
So help me get the fuck back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Lord, please help me up
I don't wanna lay down
So help me get the f–
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Lord, please help me up
I don't wanna lay down
So help me get the fuck back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down