Why Do I

Why do I, get drunk?
Words in my head, it’s a mess
All comes out, it’s a stress
Why do I, get high?
I can’t move, I can’t say a word
I become, really shy

Why do I, get drunk?
Words in my head, it’s a mess
All comes out, it’s a stress
Why do I, get high?
I can’t move, I can’t say a word
I become, really shy

I keep drinking, I keep smoking
Is this a thing?
I'm wasted but I can see
You gotta a bitch personality I wanna meet
You’re and addition but amazing, I gotta mention
You give the best time and the worst memories

Wishing you were beer
Pretending that you’re here
Letting myself go
Letting my ego grow
I tell you to stop and you keep going
I tell you to stop and you keep ignoring
Why? Why?

Why do I, get drunk?
Words in my head, it’s a mess
All comes out, it’s a stress
Why do I, get high?
I can’t move, I can’t say a word
I become, really shy

Why do I, get drunk?
Words in my head, it’s a mess
All comes out, it’s a stress
Why do I, get high?
I can’t move, I can’t say a word
I become, really shy

I though you were right for me
But you only lie, get out of my sight
Another day, another joy, funny how I'm still unemployed
Maybe I should change but you won't let me
So many things I could be doing, but you don’t care
Wishing you were mine
Pretending that I'm fine
Thinking with my head
My heart can't get fed
I tell you to leave and you keep staying
I tell you to go and you keep coming
Why? Why?

Why do I, get drunk?
Words in my head, it’s a mess
All comes out, it’s a stress
Why do I, get high?
I can’t move, I can’t say a word
I become, really shy

Why do I, get drunk?
Words in my head, it’s a mess
All comes out, it’s a stress
Why do I, get high?
I can’t move, I can’t say a word
I become, really shy