Heaven Sent

(Yeah)
No one told me there'd be nights like these
I been spending time lookin' for a way out
Hard to find another quite like me
Maybe that's the reason I can barely breathe now
All the pressure took my soul away
Now I'm addin' more hearts to the pile
I really don't know what came over me
But it looks like I've been here for a while

Lost my way in the vertigo
Scared of change I been there before
I've only ever said what I meant
Am I not allowed to live without regret?

Cause I never hear the end of it
Stuck outside my element
Spent too many years around here thinkin' I was heaven sent
Tried to start again but I'm still haunted by my arrogance
I've lost too many friends to think I deserve my relevance
I hate this

Every time it starts to turn out good, something takes it
Maybe I should call it, leave it all, just erase it
Talkin' to myself, acting out, can't explain it
Swear to God the feeling of defeat is so contagious

No one told me there'd be nights like these
I been spending time lookin' for a way out
Hard to find another quite like me
Maybe that's the reason I can barely breathe now
All the pressure took my soul away
Now I'm addin' more hearts to the pile
I really don't know what came over me
But it looks like I've been here for a while