Feel Better

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I’ve been reading journals that I wrote when I was thirteen
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And I’m still trying to find the answers that that kid was asking
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Sometimes it feels so hopeless that it’s pointless to keep searching
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But she keeps telling me its all how I perceive it

[Verse]
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And I’ve been thinking lately that maybe there’s nothing to it
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Everyone tells me to relax and not to over think it
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I take a break to view the lake outside my bedroom window
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And I must say its really beautiful while it's snowing

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[Verse]
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It still feels as though I’m reading while it’s being written
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Eraser marks, a time machine back to 2007
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And if it worked in reverse and my former self could see me
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Would he be proud or would he just be disappointed?

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There’s a chest that’s in a closet in my parent’s basement
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Full of nostalgic shit throughout the years that I’ve collected
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I find it scary when there’s nothing left for me to bury
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These aren’t trophies, these are ghosts
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That’s what I keep them for

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[Refrain]
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So why can’t I feel better?
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So why can’t I feel better?
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Everyone knows that the past is gone forever
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So why can’t I feel better?
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So why can’t I feel better?
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So why can’t I feel better?

[Otro]
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I’ve been calling people that I knew when this was written
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Bringing up stories but eventually they’re barely listening
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If I could find someone who’s haunted by the same things I am
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Then we could talk for days until we both feel better
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…we could talk for days until we both feel better