Overture Or Obituary

I'm facing the light
But fading to black
I'm offering peace
As I'm stabbed in the back

Yet I'm feeling ignored
My house is made up still
With paper for doors

I've tried to hate you
But feel regret
I'm most uncertain
I've lost the bet
I'm waiting to watch it
So waiting to see
Is this my overture or obituary?

I'm holding the torch
But melting my fists
I'm first in the line
Yet last on the list

Yet I'm feeling ignored
My house is made up steel
With paper for doors

I've tried to hate you
But feel regret
I'm most uncertain
I've lost the bet
I'm waiting to watch it
So waiting to see
Is this my overture or obituary?

Or obituary?

Or obituary?

I've tried not to choke you (no)
But now you're dead (no)
I'm most uncertain (no)
(No)
Should I feel regret? (No)

I've tried to hate you
But feel regret
I'm most uncertain
I've lost the bet
I'm waiting to watch it
So waiting to see
Is this my overture or obituary?

Is this my overture or obituary?

I tried not to choke you

Is this my overture or obituary?