When Will This End

When will this end?

Spinning inside, rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away

Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play with my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

Hopeless inside, long as I wait
Brewing inside of me is you and this hate

Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm
Here so you can play with my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and the lying always shines right through
My God I hate this, always take shit, and I let this go on
Why can't I break this, I just take this, as this goes on and on?
End?

When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm
Here so you can play with my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh, please, God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much
Too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh, please, God, wake me

Now the world is gone, I'm just one
Oh, God, help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh, please, God, help me

Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell