F G I wanna rip out my intestines C Am Throw 'em in the sea F G I wanna raise the money to invest C Am In plastic surgery F G I wanna cover myself, head to toe C A With super sexy scars 'Cause I mean F G Aren't you supposed to burn C If you're a star? Em Eb° I want to be torn apart C G Excruciatingly Em Eb° I punish my body C G 'Cause it's not good enough for me D The scary thoughts are Eb° Em Spreading like a weed Em The thoughts that say C G That I deserve to bleed F G I wanna take a knife C Am And draw a line across my chest F I wanna feel much better G C Am Than I do when I am at my best F I wanna fly away G From my own skin C A And find a better place F I wanna slash across G C What used to be my face Em Eb° I want to be torn apart C G Excruciatingly Em Eb° I punish my body C G 'Cause it's not good enough for me D The scary thoughts are Eb° Em Spreading like a weed Em The thoughts that say C G That I deserve to bleed C A They say that it gets better D B But I guess that was a lie C G I guess we all just fake it till we die C A Sympathy and love D B We can extend to someone else C G But it's harder when you have to love yourself Em Eb° I want to be torn apart C G Excruciatingly Em Eb° I punish my body C G 'Cause it's not good enough for me D The scary thoughts are Eb° Em Spreading like a weed Em The thoughts that say C G That I deserve to bleed Em C G The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed