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(G)                     G
so i'm waiting for this test to end
                         C 
so these lighter days can soon begin
                        Am
i'll be alone but maybe more carefree
                          D
like a kite that floats so effortlessly

                    G
i was afraid to be alone
                               C
but now i'm scared that's how i like to be
                          Am
all these faces, none the same
                               D
how can there be so many personalities
                        G
so many lifeless, empty hands
                        C
so many hearts in great demand
                           Am
and now my sorrow seems so far away
                         D
until i'm taken by these bolts of pain

                        G
but i turn them off and tuck them away
                           C
till these rainy days that make them stay
                            Am
and then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs
                               D
and the words still ring, once here, now gone
                         G
and they echo through my head every day
                          C
and i don't think they'll ever go away
                           Am
just like thinking of your childhood home
                            D              C  D  G  C
but we can't go back, we're on our own, oh_

C        D                 G        C
but i'm about to give this one more shot
    C             D
and find it in myself
     C            D
i'll find it in myself

                               G
so we're speeding towards that time of year
                           C
to the day that marks that you're not here
                         Am
and i think i'll want to be alone
                        D
so please understand if i don't answer the phone
                           G
i'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
                C
until i can see nothing at all
                     Am
only particles, some fast, some slow
                       D               C  D  G  C
all my eyes can see is all i know, oh_

C        D                 G        C
but i'm about to give this one more shot
    C            D
and find it in myself
     C            D
i'll find it in myself

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