I've been through hell

Heading up the tank and a long way home
Lights on the dash and them all along
Rent pay is due, phone blowing up
Still I smiled like I wouldn't stop
I slipped my truck with a cold 45
Prayed so hard I shook and step
Every plan I made got torn somehow
But I'm still standing here right now

'Cause you don't learn faith in the easy times
You learn it when the road don't shine

I've been through hell and it left its mark
I fought through nights when I couldn't see far
But the fire didn't take me, it only made me way stronger than I was
'Cause I've been through hell
I've lost, I've bled, I've begged for break
But I kept on moving with a heart that wouldn't cave
If you ever wonder why I don't scare easy
It's 'cause I've been through hell and it didn't beat me

I watched good people slip away too soon
Heard that old grief singing in an empty room
I've held my pride when my hands were tied
Said I'm fine when I wasn't inside
I've had friends turn cold, blood turn main
Had big dreams sitting on broken wings
But I learned this life don't hand you peace
You earn it slow, you earn it deep

And I still believe when it don't make sense
That God can build a man from a wreck

I've been through hell and it left its mark
I fought through nights when I couldn't see far
But the fire didn't take me, it only made me way stronger than I was
'Cause I've been through hell
I've lost, I've bled, I've begged for break
But I kept on moving with a heart that wouldn't cave
If you ever wonder why I don't scare easy
It's 'cause I've been through hell and it didn't beat me

And it didn't beat me

Every day I couldn't look in a mirror
Nights I got so low I disappeared
But a voice in my chest kept saying: Hold on
So I did and I made this far
Now I carry those scars like a testimony
Not ashamed, it's gracefully over me

I've been through hell and I'm still here breathing
Still got a pulse, still got a reason
And the fire didn't take me, it only made me way stronger than I was
'Cause I've been through hell
So if you're down in it and it feels like end
Just know the comeback starts when you don't give in
Raise your head, take a step, you'll live to tell
I've been through hell

But you're built to make it
Trust God
This is 10mm made it