In my curtain of loneliness
It's my pride I've failed for you
In my curtain of onlyness
It's my time I bide for you
Signature of pain my only stain
Cry only
Why beat the ceiling with my head like I do
Investing pain I grow through
These concrete shoes I'm bound in
Won't spare no feelings
Take fucking heed what I say
There are no promises made
It's like an opening grenade
And when I'm broken and suffering
Turn my head and hide from you
Search through my toolbox
And find my bones I've kept from you
Signature of pain my only stain
Cry only
Why beat the ceiling with my head like I do
Investing pain I grow through
These concrete shoes I'm bound in
Won't spare no feelings
Take fucking heed what I say
There are no promises made
It's like an opening grenade
Your lack of teeth I'm smiling with a fall grin
You realize this pummeling you've gotten in
Come hell or high, I'm nothing to be fucking with
You'll never win
In my curtain of loneliness
It's my pride I've failed for you
Why beat the ceiling with my head like I do
Investing pain I grow through
These concrete shoes I'm bound in
Won't spare no feelings
Take fucking heed what I say
There are no promises made
It's like an opening grenade
With my own reason to do with what I want to
And it's your dream not come true
To bare through, to spite you
My pride is driven to split the face that I see
To get the rest below me
It's my pride, don't you see, for me