I start to feel that my life
Is beginning to reappear
But I never thought that someday
I could be this motherfucker

Looking back is what I ask
For my bitter one is what wanted
To be alright is what I thought
It was over and over again
Be alright I never thought I was
Bitter one I never wanted to know the past
But I don't know if it's over and over

Why look at me I'm afraid
I could never even see me
But I talk to me and I know
I can never even hear me

Looking back is what I ask
For my bitter one is what wanted
To be alright is what I thought
It was over and over again
Be alright I never thought I was
Bitter one I never wanted to know the past
But I don't know if it's over and over

All the time you wanted me in your lies
In your lies, In your lies, In your lies

Looking back is what I ask
For my bitter one is what wanted
To be alright is what I thought
It was over and over again
Be alright I never thought I was
Bitter one I never wanted to know the past
But I don't know if it's over and over