Here To Stay

This time, taking it away
I've got a problem with me getting in the way
Not by design
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain
Pain, pain

This state is elevating as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything
And oh, I cannot give anymore

My mind is done with this
Okay, I've got a question: Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine
So I take my time guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein
Vein, vein

This state is elevating as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything
And oh, I cannot give anymore

I'm here to stay (bring it down)
I'm here to stay (bring it down)
I'm here to stay (bring it down)
I'm here to stay

Bring it down!
Bring it down!
Bring it down!
Bring it down!

Gonna break it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it down

Gonna break it!

This state is elevating as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything
And oh, I cannot give anymore

Give anymore
Give anymore
Give anymore
Give anymore