I'm just procrastinating
It takes time to materialize your fantasies
In due time I find myself a remedy-y-y

It takes time to materialize your fantasies
In due time I'll find myself a remedy
Or write songs, obsessin' about the melody
I'm headstrong but it's 'bout time that it gets to me-e-e

I shut down and shut my mouth, try to save some face
A clenched jaw and a sweat drop

'Bout a second 'fore I break
If it all falls down just know I gave it my all
Till there was not more I can take
I don't call and now they're saying that I changed up
It fucks my brain up
'Bout a second till I break
If it all falls down just know I gave it my all
Till there was not more I can take
I don't call and now they're saying that I changed up
It fucks my brain up
'Bout a second till I break

(Before I, before I, before I)
(Before I, before I, before I)

They don't even try to see where I'm comin' from
'Cause when I needed it more, I had no one
But I don't even blame 'em for it
Yeah, I would never shame 'em for it
I'd hate but I can't afford it
I'm way too focused on me
I'm giving into my-y-y hopes and my greed
But they try to paint it like it's much worse than it seems
And they wonder why I'm tearin' at the seams
I try to bear it till I

Shut down and shut my mouth, try to save some face
A clenched jaw and a sweat drop

'Bout a second 'fore I break
If it all falls down just know I gave it my all
Till there was not more I can take
I don't call and now they're saying that I changed up
It fucks my brain up
'Bout a second till I break
If it all falls down just know I gave it my all
Till there was not more I can take
I don't call and now they're saying that I changed up
It fucks my brain up
'Bout a second till I break

(Before I, before I, before I)
(Fuck, if it all falls down just know I)
(Before I, before I)
(Before I, before I, before I)