I'll have to get used to this
Spend my hours and my days
Drinking to everything that we never did
I was supposed to grow old with you
To die in your arms
You were the best I ever had
You we’re the best of us

Now I'm far away
And I hate myself
And I wish that I could be
By your side

'Cause it hurts a lot to see you
Happy with her
Seeing how you kiss her
Is driving me insane
And I won't say
It makes me happy
'Cause I'm not, and
I want you to be happy, but with me
I want you to be happy, but with me

Now I'm just a memory
Lost in the sound
Of her high pitched voice
And it hurts a lot to see you
Happy with her
Seeing how you kiss her
Is driving me insane
And I won't say
It makes me happy
'Cause I'm not and
I want you to be happy but with me
I want you to be happy but with me
And I can not lie
I tried so hard to keep you near me
By my side
But things run so fast
I can not wait
I can not lie