I've got a kept mindset for when we break up
I feel my mind cave in, right when it makes up
I really can't deny, I know my hearts made of
All the feelings that you hurt, and hold for ransom
It's like there looking for a reason, I know
But my mind will keep on tweaking, like so
It's like there looking for a reason, I know
But my mind just won't stop moving, down low
Aiming for the bullseye, hit me while I'm digging out my eyes
I'm at the worst, 'cause I feel your fucking words
And I'll do anything, to find a way from being cut short
But you'll do anything, you lie to me, you make me so hurt
Always pick the wrong side, blaming me I'll be alright
If you left the past behind, I'd never call you bitches low lifes
So just tell me
Am I the reason your so worth?
'Cause I'm empty
I'll fucking change my number
It's like there looking for a reason, I know
But my mind will keep on tweaking, like so
It's like there looking for a reason, I know
But my mind just won't stop moving, down low
When will things feel real to me?
Hell, there's always something wrong
I'd never need you, nah
Paint a picture of an angel fuck off
One day I want you to feel regret, from all my pain
But you live your life, you think your okay
I fucking hate you
Flipping, I ain't here to roll
Digging, bottom here till fall
Dodging every bullet, 'cause I know there ain't no miracle
Picking up my phone
Don't try and call me when I'm gone
It's like there, looking for a reason, I know
But my mind will keep on tweaking, like so
It's like there looking for a reason, I know
But my mind just won't stop moving, down low
I know
Like so
I know
Down low