I feel addicted to a love that never lived
I play pretend in bed, it's like you never left

Think it's worse in the morning
It's like I'm in mourning, but you're coming over later
Fuck, I want to ignore it
I'm sick from the drinking, but here I go, another shot

I'm fucked up waiting for you to come
And sit with me, just chat, you can play with my hair
I swear I'm having fun
Don't go, you can have every bit of my kingdom of shit
I just want it to be
Like when I had a personality
Remember when I made you laugh
As much as you made me die?
You are my suicide