Come out darkness, don’t swallow me
Over the years, you’ve learnt to hide
I don’t wanna ruin this party
I do feel sad and feel happy
What is wrong with me?

People sit down, I’ll lay low now
Cold light flashes on a muffled sound
I watch myself moving around
Holding this glass, putting it down
I can’t focus damn

Sitting next to my body, it’s painful to see
Why does it feel like a lie?
I smile and cry inside