Looking back at me,
I see that I never really got it right,
I never stop to think of you.
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win.

You are the antidote that gets me by,
something strong like a drug that gets me high.

What i really meant to say,
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

What i really meant to say,
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so...

Cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light,
You could see me stand on my own again,
Cause now I can see me.

You are the antidote that got me by,
Something strong like a drug that got me high.

What i really meant to say,
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

What i really meant to say,
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see,
the screwed up side of me that I keep,
locked inside of me so deep,
it always seems to get to me,
I never really wanted you to go,
so many things you should have known,
I guess for me there's just no hope.
I never meant to be so cold.

What I really meant to say,
Is i'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

What i really meant to say,
is I'm sorry for the way, I am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold