Ever fall

I ever fall you know
Before I don't think so
Don't tell me 'wake up man
I am so young and unsure

I don't like to feel this way
I wanna find you again
I have been confused
I can accept the consequences

Can you forgive all the time?
Can you love and all my lies?
Can you understand me and my sick desires?
Can you see goodness in my stone heart?

I ever arise to fight
Crawling I hurt and win
Nothing changes my mind
This war is not only mine.