Wasted now
I think of you
Why do I promote this self-abuse
What should have been
What could have said
Doesn't matter now
hit the road instead

Shut down
Black out
Refuse to let you see
Inside
My heart is weak
And oh so hazy

Confuse me for
The guy next door
I saw your hand then felt the floor
Crawled inside
To apologize
You threw me out and then shut the door

Rut Out
Break up
This sorry state I'm in
Our hope
Is gone cuz you think I'm a big wimp