A shadow in the back of my mind
I feel a kind of pain in my spine
I carry it around all the time
A million thoughts an hour tonight
Role change in a blink of an eye
I'm the grown up you are the child
Won't carry me around anymore
'Cause you confuse the roof from the floor
Ask me how I feel and I'm lying
Smile and say I'm fine I'm just tired
Don't ever wanna show that I'm crying
I just wanna keep driving fast and get high so
I accelerate, exhilarate
I accelerate, exhilarate
Until I'm levitating
I'ma keep exhilarating
Getting heavy but you can't tell
Just because I carry it well
Lay a little more out of spite
On my broken shoulders tonight
Ask me how I feel and I'm lying
Smile and say I'm fine I'm just tired
Don't ever wanna show that I'm crying
I just wanna keep driving faster and get high so
I accelerate, exhilarate
I accelerate, exhilarate
Until I'm levitating
I'ma keep exhilarating
Exhilarate
Exhilarate
Exhilarate
Exhilarate
Exhilarate