Call it a deviation
One that I can't explain
I haven't smiled in so long

I have no direction
I guess I'll take the blame
Everything inside me is so wrong

And I see every little part of you
And I hate all the shit you put me through
And I feel like you really want me to
drop it all, come crawling back to you

I'm running out of patience
I'll tell you honestly
I haven't smiled in so long

It is a great temptation
I just want fall asleep
I've been hurting all along